The Little Book

Hi kembali :)

2011-10-21T22:17:00.005+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii !!! la la la

Kali kedua dalam tahun ni update blog!
Tak ada apa yang nak diperkatakan...

perubahan kehidupan sememangnya sesuatu yang ironi dalam hidup seorang manusia..
tiba-tiba teringat kata pepatah.. jangan jadi seperti lalang yang mengikut haluan angin, jadilah seperti ikan yang menyongsang arus.. habis belajar mei 2010, kemudian july 2010 melangkah masuk ke alam pekerjaan !

july 2010 - november 2010 : broadcast journalist for The Breakfast Show ntv7..
december 2010 - august 2011 : producer for Bella ntv7

sepanjang menempuhi alam sebagai seorang penyiar, banyak pahit dan manis yang dilalui.. terlalu banyak.. bak kata pepatah kalau hidup ini manis sentiasa, maka tiada apa yang akan dipelajari... sememangnya ilmu di ntv7 memang mematangkan minda dan menghembus satu semangat- trust your self! terima kasih kepada rakan-rakan yang banyak memberi semngat, kepada ex-bos yang banyak memberi tunjuk ajar!

tetapi, kehidupan perlu perubahan..dan perubahan itu dilakukan dengan wajar.. mencari titik kestabilan dalam hidup itu adalah perlu.. namun bukan bermaksud melupakan segala ilmu yang ditimba.. tidak sama sekali..

dan sekarang.. minda dan diri ini diabadikan buat sebuah majalah... majalah yang boleh dikatakan khas buat wanita... owh my life is so attach to women.. dulu buat talkshow for women.. and now working for majalah untuk wanita-wanita diluar sana... ye lahhhhh, yang melahirkan saya pon wanita kan???!!

haha...
adios... bakal menjadi pengupdate blog tegar selepas ini... rasa2nya lah!

..ayien...

setelah 10 bulan

2011-04-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

blog ini telah mati selama 10 bulan.
Semangat ku hilang bila apa yg dirancang tak menjadi.
USA hilang dan Praktikal ku tidak menyeronokkan..

But hey, tuhan maha adil.. Setiap manusia ada takdirnya tertentu..
Sebulan setelah tamat belajar..

July,2010 : alam kerjaya bermula.. Assistant Producer/journalist for The Breakfast show,ntv7

Banyak yang dipelajari,mata terbuka luas.. Walaupun bukan praktikal di Media Prima,
Alhamdulillah .. Accepted!

December 2010 ; going to another level.. Being a producer for new women talkshow..
BELLA ntv7.. I'm still in the learning process..

Thanks ALLAH..

Will update blog regularly after this

awak sunyi tak.

2010-06-15T15:40:00.002+08:00

ada orang tanya kenapa kamu tak ada kekasih?
tak sunyi ke?

tak

sebab saya ada diri saya
bermain dengan hati sendiri

*jawapan yang menyedihkan!

work harder :)

2010-06-13T14:23:00.002+08:00

it is so sad to see other people get what we want. but we should be happy for them because they got it.maybe we lack of something that makes us become invisible and other people don't think that we are the right person to get that job. please don't cry. chin up and move up to the next level, change the weakness and make it to the best.

tonite!

i'll be MCeing one concert at ASWARA

'konsert Music Day@SKS' ..

wish me luck and I'll do my best...

Glamour Women of the Year

2010-06-10T09:57:00.009+08:00

Glamour Women of the year, Cheryl Cole

Editor's special award, Anna Kendrik

Entrepreneur of the year, Nicole Richie

Film actress of the year, Zoe Saldana

Solo artist of the year, Lily Allen

this is the matter of life

2010-06-10T09:04:00.005+08:00

When I opened my eyes this morning, i kept thinking about doing something that i like and i want. the reality hit me hardly and sometimes i cannot breath in my own space. till now, i still thinking about my future and my job, should i walk in into something that is totally not in me or should i pursue what i love to do. these days the luck is the subject matter in my life, it is either people wants me or people rejects me. the pain of rejection is the worst case in the world, when we put a lot of hope then suddenly it shattered like a glass fall on the floor.

as a human, this feeling is essential in our circle of life and i have to admit that frustration and disappointment can teach me to become a person in the future.But should i believe in fate or should i change it? people will say that i need to be patient and just accept the fate and all the things that happened on me. but for me, the fate will never beat me. I'll keep striving for the best and and I'll make sure that one day the happy moment will shine my life and my soul. for now, I am so thankful to God because give me the chances to open my eyes every morning and keep my brain working.

Thank You Allah.

Miss Malaysia Universe 2010

2010-06-02T11:46:00.006+08:00

Nadine Ann Thomas

Good Luck

Bila dah habis belajar

2010-05-31T11:17:00.003+08:00

Bila dah habis belajar ingatkan terus boleh dapat kerja.rupa-rupanya susah jugak nak dapat kerja.Sekarang dah genap sebulan menganggur(takla menganggur sangat sebab buat SKP kat UiTM,owh Uitm dihatiku!! ha ha). Setakat ni dah banyak resume dilayangkan. Dah 2 interview dilalui. Harap2 mana-mana satu akan tersangkut.Semoga saya cepat dapat kerja.

mood : kerja time-unit penyiaran UiTM,owh sejuk giler, sengal lah.. terlupa nak bawak Sweater..

*SKP=Skim Khidmat Pelajar, dapat la 4hengget sejam

Kadang Kadang

2010-05-28T16:48:00.002+08:00

kadang kadang

bila kita rasa kita tak berguna

ramai lagi yang tak berguna

kadang kadang

bila kita rasa kita tak cantik/handsome

ramai lagi yang kurang cantik/handsome

kadang kadang

bila kita rasa kita pandai

ramai lagi yang lebih pandai

kadang kadang

kita rasa kita betul

sebenarnya kita salah

kadang kadang

manusia tak sedar

kematian hampir tiba

selangkah kita menapak

itu tandanya kita semakin dekat dengan mati

(*-*)v

Style of the Week : Sarah Jessica Parker

2010-05-28T16:20:00.013+08:00

Sarah 'SATC' Parker

True or Not?

2010-05-19T18:14:00.001+08:00

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	5.6
Mind:	6.2
Body:	8.4
Spirit:	6.3
Friends/Family:	2.6
Love:	0.8
Finance:	3.9
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

p/s

love?

i'm lack of love,maybe...

Motivating my self and maybe you :)

2010-05-19T17:56:00.002+08:00

"Lighting don't strike on the same place twice"

remember this

I'm lovin' it

2010-05-19T15:50:00.008+08:00

Lindsay Lohan

Kate Beckinsale

Camille Belle

Amanda Seyfried

Marion Cottilard

Semangat Harus Tinggi

2010-05-18T17:45:00.002+08:00

Dalam hidup kita selalu mencri kesempurnaan, kesempurnaan yang mampu memberikan kita kebanggaan dan juga kesenangan, tapi tak semua yang ingin kita capai akan kita perolehi. Berpegang pada satu prinsip 'cuba lagi', saya tak akan pernah mengalah. Kalah dengan takdir? Tidak ada istilah begini dalam kamus kehidupan seorang manusia, manusia yang kalah dengan takdir adalah manusia yang kalah dalam perjuangan imannya sebagai seorang manusia.

Mengapa kita tak boleh kalah dengan takdir? Sebab takdir yang berlaku adalah ujian yang diberikan oleh tuhan kepada kita supaya menjadi seorang pejuang dalam kehidupan. Tangisan dan kekecewaan bagaikan bunga yang menghiasi perjalanan. Bukan semua yang kaya terus kaya bukan semua yang miskin terus miskin. Yang kaya mesti bersusah payah untuk kekalkan kekayaan, yang miskin pula harus berusaha supaya tidak kekal miskin. Semudah itu!

Segala dugaan yang diberikan kepada kita menunjukkan bahawa tuhan tahu kita mampu untuk menangani masalah dan kekecewaan tersebut, ini kerana tuhan hanya akan menguji hambanya yang Dia tahu hambanya itu seorang yang kuat. Jadi seharusnya kita harus bersyukur kerana tuhan telah menyediakan kita dengan senjata paling kuat, iaitu ketahanan mental bagi menghadapi masalah dan tekanan yang lebih besar dimasa akan datang. Yang penting kehendak dan semangat yang tinggi harus menjadi peneman di dalam hati dan di dalam minda.

Apa sahaja perkara buruk yang terjadi itu, kita anggap sahaja sebagai kenangan untuk dikenang hingga ke akhir hayat. Tanpa kesusahan kita takkan mengerti apa itu erti kejayaan.

p/s
seorang kawan pernah berkata pada saya
'ayien, i know u akan berjaya because u have a strong will'
............ dia kenal saya dan saya tahu kata-katanya itu ikhlas!
terima kasih ;)

owh,esok ada interview GOOD LUCK for me.

Style of the week...Victoria Beckham

2010-05-18T08:57:00.010+08:00

Bold and Beautiful ;)

Broken Hearted Boy

2010-05-13T01:17:00.005+08:00

the reason I lived in this world is to taste a bit of success

the reason that keep me strong is my will

wall after wall after wall falls down on me

but i'm still standing

because I believe the success is hiding somewhere in front of me

once again the wall hit me

and this time I collapsed on the ground

shattered like a glass fell on the floor

what should i do?

what should i say?

I maybe smile but the shine has gone

with the broken heart

owh God I believe in you, the Power of Creator

but I am not strong enough

and this time

I surrender

..............

forgive me!

Ada Sesetengahnya Begitu

2010-05-10T16:07:00.002+08:00

kita ingat dia rakan kita

tapi rupa-rupanya bukan

kita ingatkan kita ok dengan dia

tapi rupa-rupanya cuma kenalan

satu hari kita bertegur

kita sangat ok

kita gelak sama-sama

kamu sangat kelakar

tapi rupa-rupanya

waktu itu kamu takde kawan

bila kawan2 kamu ade

saya kamu dah tak kenal

saya ok sahaja

sebab saya tak kisah

tapi saya sedih

sebab kamu kawan saya

Style of the week...Selena Gomez

2010-05-09T10:36:00.010+08:00

love her and love the dresses, she knows how to hit the carpet with style!

mirror mirror on the wall...

2010-05-09T01:04:00.003+08:00

senyum dengan penuh makna, senyum dengan keriangan, senyum dengan kasih dan sayang.. atau senyum FAKE??? teringat tadi kawan bercerita pasal orang tak sedar diri nak kutuk orang pulak... ok macam ni cerita die... kawan saya ni comel orang nye, mari kita namakan die mr.S pastu lagi dua orang lagi tuh kita bagi nama mr.Z dan sorang lagi mr/s.BR sebab ,yang ni keliru sikit die mutasi tak menjadi! lokasi kejadian berlaku di sebuah kdai makan terkenal di seksyen??? ok korang teke lah sendiri... sambil kawn i yang comel tu duduk... datang lah mr.Z cakap kat kawan i

mr.Z : omg gemoknye u,(sambil meramas2 pipi kawan i)... gemuknye u..

mr.S dan rakan2nya tergamam.. sebab ape taw??? sebab yang cakap mr.S tu, bukan kurus macam natalia vadianova or kate moss... tapi macam ermmmm ape ek nak ckp.. ntah la,die tak KURUS pon..... lepas tu mr.Z berambus dari situ...

tibe2 datang pulak mr/s.BR, datang pulak ckp mr.S gemok!.... ni I tak boleh terima siket.. dah la mutasi tak jadi, ade hati nak kutuk org... badan dah la cutting macam gajah berbalut sarung....

(fikir2kan lah)

tujuan I cerita kan kisah ni sebab nak bagi kesedaran sikit, sebelum kita mengutuk orang kite kenelah cermin diri kita sendiri, kalau tak nanti memalukan diri sendiri... tapi kalau terasa diri cantek/hensem sgt pon jgn lah sampai meriak diri, sebab anytime tuhan boleh tarik semua tu, segala2nya adalah pinjaman duniawi, yang kekal hanyalah diakhirat.... amal dan iman yang bakal menjadi timbangan di sana nanti.. oleh itu selamat beramal!

ok gamba ni agak berangan siket!ngee

p/s

sekarang penulis telah berambut pendek!

Miss Malaysia Universe 2010 contestant ... Who will be the next Queen?

2010-05-07T00:39:00.020+08:00

Dhasha,23

Xiang Yee,26

Cassandra,23

Charlene Wong,25

Sarah Yap,24

Dalvin,23

Sue Lynn,24

Joanne Chong

Mourhrna,25

Jasmine Olikh,25

Tracy Tan,21

Gail-Mariane,22

Felixia,23

Vera Hui,25

Zoey Lee,18

katherine

Who do you think will be our next Miss Malaysia Universe?

p/s

some of them look old!

sorry!

saya nak belajar menari, boleh?

2010-05-06T23:59:00.003+08:00

Taeyang-Wedding Dress

ok, tetibe ayien terserempak dengan lagu ni then terus cari video clip, memang best! suke sangat2..

cara menari cara dance and yg penting the clothing memang hensem abes(yg menyanyi pon hensem jugak lah kan).. kalau Ajid bace komen ni ko jgn la kutuk aku sebab ko mesti da layan lagu ni berabad lamanya kan kan kan?? hahahaha

petang tadi baru selesai buat presentation about my practical training, hope boleh la dapat A or A-(wah berangan ni!).. huhuhhhuuh, tolonglah saya yang lemah lagi tak bermaya ni ye wahai puan lecturer yang cantik lagi budiman....

p/s

nak menari sampai lebam supaye boleh ilang lemak yg diternak along this semester.. banyak dah ni.. nak kurus!

Can't stand it..

2010-04-30T23:53:00.004+08:00

i think this song is so cute!

enjoy

Something that I love ....

2010-04-28T00:01:00.014+08:00

Elie Saab Spring 2010 Couture

Christian Dior Spring 2010 couture

These are the designs that I can call couture! From what I had read in some fashion journal or magazine, the Indication to said that the design is a couture are :

1. Regulated by the chamber of Haute Couture

2.Slow-Cooked fashion which means each design takes about 100 to 400 hours to be done.

3.Of course the design are meant for those who are really wealthy because the price of haute couture dresses range from $26 000 - $100 000 .

But, nowadays there are a lot of labels and designers put their brand with the name couture. Such as every single things from pants to t-shirt all are labeled with the brand couture. This is the common misconception that occurred. The truth is haute couture is the design that refers to a very high-end custom clothing.

;)

Award from miss fifi aswana... beautiful ke saya??

2010-04-27T12:04:00.002+08:00

thank you so much fifi for this award(feeling2 award anugerah bintang paling popular kejap)hahaha.. i hope my blog will give you a big motivation(as what u said)

7 facts about me

1. my height is 170cm and my weight is 65kg(i hope i'll gain another 3 or 5 cm in the future,BERANGAN KAN?)

2.I'm tanned(tetap!)

3.I'm not a clever boy but hardwork is a key

4.I do not like football

5.Love movies and books

6.Love to cook

7.I love music

itu je lah kot..

weeeeeeeeeee :P

I am glad to be me..

2010-04-27T03:18:00.006+08:00

I realized that I need to be true to myself, and always happy to be me, and to respect who I am, no matter what people said and judge me, at the end of the road I will be all alone by my self... To accept other people as what they are is the best way to respect them...[ayien,2010]

sobs sobs, baru lepas menonton filem 'prayers for bobby', dan filem ni buatkan tertumpah air mata ini(bunyi macam gedik sket).. amek part yang positif dalam filem ni dan ia banyak memberi saya kesedaran! Kalau kita nak merubah sesuatu bukanlah dengan kebencian tetapi dengan kasih sayang dan juga cinta...

p/s

kalau korang nak taw, download lah filem ni..

kalau tak pon google je, mesti ade synopsis!

tapi ingat amek yang positif!

saya sayang belog saya..

2010-04-26T10:42:00.003+08:00

Haish arini genap sebulan ayien tak berblogging.... bukan ape cume dulu semangat tu hilang, direnggut sedikit demi sedikit oleh siapa ek??? ermmmm........... syaitan kot! banyak benda yang berlaku sampai kadang2 rasa marah dan kesal yang amat, tapi nak buat macammana dah itu yang ditentukan tuhan kan? so ape boleh buat.. redha jer, orang kata sabar itu separuh daripada iman, tapi tahap sabar ayien dah lebih separuh dah kot, full OK! apayang jadi ni mungkin ada hikmahnya, mana tahu Allah nak bagi yang lebih best ke... just wait and see... apa yang menyebabkan ayien lost dan down?

1. kan dulu ayien ade ckp nak g US bwat prektikel kat sana... kan kan kan??? sebenrnya ayien tak pegi pon lagi, sebab visa ayiien kene tahan. Time g interview nak amek visa tuh dorang cakap ayien kene tunggu administration processing about 1 or 2 week jerk, tapi kalu nak dikira2 dah nak masuk 2 bulan dah ayien tunggu.... so??? nak buat macammana dah nasib kan....

2.banyak mulut orang yang asyik2 nak mengutuk dan cakap yang bukan2, pastu menyindir ayien cakap yang ..eh, dah balik from US ke? Pastu gelak2, eh korang ingat ni funny ke? amat TIDAK FUNNY ok... tapi tak ape lah nak buat macammana, dah mulut orang kite tak boleh nak halang kan... sekurang2nya I'm the chosen one.. walaupun tak pegi.. and it is obviously bukan salah saya atau mana2 pihak, just the government of US tu terlalu takut dengan pengganas! ape ko ingat muke aku macam pengganas??? merokok pon tak taw apatah lagi nak bunuh anak kucing... lagi lah tak mampu....

tapi nasib baiklah, ayien dapat advisor praktikal yang baik, and die banyak nasihat.. so ayien buatlah prektikel kat KLfm,RTM.. walaupun ayien sebenarnya lebih suke bahagian penyiaran television tapi nak buat macammana dah last minit.. tapi OKlah daripada tak ade kan? and ayien berterima kasih sangat2 pada bos klfm and the crew sebab dorang very sporting and banyak mengajar ayien dalam selok belok pengurusan dan penyiaran radio....

last sekali, terima kasih pada kawan2 yang banyak memberikan semangat and yang banyak nasihat kat ayien supaye jangan down. Saya sayang kamu! Apa yang pasti, lepas ni belog ni akan hidup balik and akan jadi kesayangan saya.. da da.. kite jumpe kat next entry ok!

gamba ni saya suke.. from the left, aril(saya sepayutnya fly dengan die,OK nanti balik sini belikan aku present!), me, and Ecal(sapa nak amek gamba kawen or gamba tunang or apa2 gambar boleh contact die... tapi bagitaw lah saya nanti saya bagi no phone die.. serius die pandai amek gamba!)

march 26

2010-03-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

it has been 23 days since i left this blog

dealing with the unbalance soul,mind and heart

i'm just waiting the happiness to hug and embrace

my little tiny fragile heart

...

and maybe a new blog

yeahhhhhh....

2010-03-03T18:59:00.002+08:00

the DS 2019 is on the way..

I can smell my new york

want to know?

wait for the new entry..

(do i have a reader?? hahahaha)

Lady Gaga vows Brit Awards 2010 and a resolution..

2010-02-18T09:03:00.003+08:00

lady gaga

1.best international album
2.best international female solo artist
3.international breakthrough act

she just got the x factor!

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resolution

i look through the window
sadly thinking about my future
what am I doing now?
a work or just for fun?

this is not what I want
this is what people gave me
glad to be here
hate to be here

praying to God
please give me the light
shine me with magic
the fallen of a heart

??

a recap on my saturday and sunday ... food festive!!

2010-02-15T14:18:00.015+08:00

saturday,korean food

sunday,the light city and sushi!!

i ate a lot! OMG.. haha, my friends keep saying that i have gain weight! need to diet!!

and i bought a new book by Candance Bushnell,One fifth Avenue..

p/s

valentine's day is awesome!

i like the movie a lot!

esp on Eric Dane and Bradley Cooper scene!

insanely funny and unexpected!!

ANTM 14 ...

2010-02-14T01:25:00.002+08:00

and i think none of them have the supermodel quality :(

*click at the picture for better view..

Bye bye Queen ...

2010-02-12T09:41:00.011+08:00

alexander mcQueen

Alexander McQueen was found dead at his house in London yesterday. I'm sure this will give a big impact for the British and world fashion industry, as Vouge editor Anna Wintour said McQueen is among the best designer in his generation. Owh, who can forget the Armadillo shoes wore by Lady Gaga in her 'Bad Romance' video clip.STUNNING!!

People need to move on..

2010-02-11T14:35:00.004+08:00

This week have been a huge week in my life, i gasped a new air in the new area with the new people. And it is not New Jersey instead this place just located about 30km from Shah Alam. Ok forget about my oversea internship I don't know what happen to my visa process. Just let it be, if it done I'll go there if not I'll stay here, I will put aside the dream that I dreamed. Yeahhh, a Malay proverb once said that 'Ku sangka panas hingga ke petang rupanya hujan di tengah hari'. or it sounds like this in English 'i thought It will be sunny from dawn to twilight but it's raining in the afternoon' hahahaha, sounds funny right... but at least it make sense.

Apart from this 'raining day', I think I have been blessed by God because He give me the light to come here in KL.fm and doing my internship instead of keep my butt at home waiting for the visa done.WE NEED TO MOVE! If we are not the one who take the action, there will be no other people that will move our butt out of the gloomy and frustrating air. Ok stop! Work!

bye guys, have some work to do..
chiow!

xoxo
ayien

my wish list ... lovely february

2010-02-10T01:04:00.006+08:00

watch this movie and get the novel version..

love love.. anybody?

my first day..97.2

2010-02-08T20:11:00.005+08:00

today i'm already started my internship..

hope that i will learn a lot things here!

things happen for reason

2010-02-06T14:01:00.002+08:00

i'm standing alone in the middle of uncertainty

being forced to choose the dream or the reality

i'm looking up to the sapphire sky

hope that both will give me luck

deep in my heart i did not know

which path should i followed

then i choose the dream i dreamed

with head held high i walked the dream

i'm exhausted to climb the dream

when i reached the dream

it was a nightmare!

obstacles

2010-02-04T10:12:00.002+08:00

1. I miss my mom

2. I miss my dad

3. I'm away from home

4. I hate waiting

5. I dream a success

6. The thing that we want the most will be the hardest to get,is it true?

the you tube sensation

2010-02-02T18:49:00.005+08:00

'don't stop believing'

i hooped on youtube and bumped on this video.. a boy called sam tsui... he got the voice..

*please do not be confused, the boys in the video are him... nice editing!!

Glitzy Glamorous Grammy

2010-02-01T23:48:00.011+08:00

the winner

jennifer hudson- a new body in a simple dress, love it!

it's OK

Beyonce

Keri Hilson

Taylor Swift

Lea Michele

unique and kind of like it

Lady Gaga

Ciara

erkkkk!! what??

Nicole Kidman

Rihanna

Britney Spears

Imogen Heap

the medicine..

2010-01-31T21:07:00.005+08:00

half-eaten chocolate muffin coated with coconut..

chicken wing

meatballs!!!

nothing can makes me happy than spending a day with my friends and eat as much as i want

p/s i think 'ikea' should change the plate!

Who I am?

2010-01-26T23:13:00.002+08:00

who I am - nick jonas and the administration

we want people to know us as what we are and ensemble our self in the community for the truth so that we can be the best and believe for what God have gave us.

xoxo
ayien

fly high SDAR...

2010-01-26T14:40:00.006+08:00

my school, Sekolah Dato' Abdul Razak(in color)

FULLY-RESIDENTIAL SCHOOLS
Sek. Tun Fatimah, Johor Baru
; Sek.Dato’ Abdul Razak, Seremban
; Malay College Kuala Kangsar
; Sek. Seri Puteri, Cyberjaya
; SM Sultan Abdul Halim, Jitra
; Tunku Khurshiah College, Seremban
; Kolej Islam Sultan Alam Shah, Klang
; SM Sains Tuanku Syed Putra, Perlis
; Sek. Sultan Alam Shah, Putrajaya
; SM Sains Muzaffar Syah, Malacca.

PUTRAJAYA: Twenty high performance schools – six primary, four secondary and
10 fully residential – will enjoy extra autonomy and an additional allocation to maintain their position as the nation’s top schools. Of the 10,000 national schools,
these 20 have the flexibility to determine the minimum teaching period of a subject, extend school hours and allow students to finish schooling a year earlier than the others. Education Minister Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin, who named the
schools yesterday, said: “The high performance schools will be given extra autonomy to introduce innovation into their administration and to increase students’ productivity. They can make changes that are necessary for the schools to improve further.”

“Of course they will inform us because we would like to keep track of the changes and before any changes are executed, they have to hold thorough consultations with their staff, parents and parent teacher associations. “We want everyone to be involved. It is not just the decision of the principal per se. They have to sit down and make a proper evaluation if there’s a need to do whatever is important,” Muhyiddin, who is deputy prime minister, told a press conference. He said on top of the annual school budget, each high-performance school will get an extra budget, more than the RM500,000 now given to each cluster school. “We are working out the figure but it may be slightly less than a million (ringgit). It depends on the size of the school. This money will be given annually because they
have to sustain their position,” he said.

Muhyiddin said the ministry’s target was 30 more such schools next year and 50 in 2012. He said these are not elite schools which benefi t a small number of students. “Every school has an equal chance and can compete on a level playing field in order to be recognized as a high-performance school. Any school which
achieved the excellent target and meets all the criteria fixed will be recognised and enjoy the same perks and benefits.” The schools were selected based
on six criteria:

» Excellent academic achievement;
» Outstanding personality students;
» National and international awards;
» Network with higher educational institutions;
» Strong relationship with the community and local and international schools; and
» Benchmark to other local and international schools

p/s i'm proud of my school!! huhu

news taken from the sun online

there will be a little bit of error here and there

2010-01-25T22:01:00.009+08:00

for the past few weeks there have been a lot of bitter and sweet memories happened in my life.. well just like the title, 'error here and there'! the life as a human force us to chase what we want, or we will not ever achieve our dreams. The dreams that will lead us to be a better person. For the past two month I've been working for my international internship placement.where I got a spot in New Jersey,USA. at first i thought it will be easy to get the visa and all, but it turned out to be the most frustrating moment in my life. I cried for many times,believe me, when the faith gone that thing will happen, unconsciously! at that moment the best thing that i can do was praying to God and beg Him to give me the light.

I realize that I have left my obligation as a Muslim, which I rarely perform my solat(prayer). to my dear friends, not matter what religion you embrace, the devotion to God is the true counseling that will give us a right answer. We may not have a person or friend that can always help us and hear our problem, but with Him anytime we can hoping for a thing to change and with that big hope, we will have a faith in whatever we do. With His bless, InsyaAllah, things will turn out bright and right.

sepang goldcoast

barbeque

I am so grateful because i got the grant and thing just turn out right, last week my budget to do the visa have been approved by UiTM, yay i'm so happy but tiring.. hahaha, need to process all those official letter and sponsorship letter by my own self, from Canseleri to UIC to HEP to UILC.. but it is ok.. as long as i get the money.Thanks UiTM.

aril,acip n me

last Saturdayday, I went to Sepang goldcoast with my friends and after that we went to KLIA to see my course mate, Acip, who got a spot in ohio University to do his internship. haha, I'm so happy for him, and after this it will be my turn, InsyaAllah.. just bear in mind that it is not easy to achieve succes, a bit of error will teach us to be a passionate person.

I'm officially 23 years young!!

2010-01-21T00:46:00.004+08:00

my wishes

1. to own a car
2. to have a good job with a good bank statement
3. to have a healthy life
4. may God bless my parent in their life and work
5. graduate with vice chancellor award

lastly
i wish that by the end of February, I'll be in New Jersey for my internship( and get A) haha

note-my budget for nj internship have been approved.. yay!

fat and fabulous..

2010-01-19T07:57:00.006+08:00

wow!!

guys, look at these girls. OMG they are so hot and so fat??? ermmmm, but they are beautiful right? All of these plus size model were photographed for a spread in V magazine. Size doesn't matter if u want to look good, definitely these girls are so comfortable in their body. Guys what ever size u are, dont even shame of it. But please know how to style according to your body.. not all fashion in this world are suit with you. Know your body well and dress wisely.

as for me, i'm a little bit obsess with my weight, will never let it exceed 65 kg!!

*pictures taken from V mag website.

This is the case of trust..

2010-01-17T02:30:00.011+08:00

when we talk about trust, our self will be tagged along with it. Because trust only comes when we know and realize what type of human we are. The question about being sincere or being honest always the big indicator in the social relationship either it is between friends or family. The indicator of it is either we really trust the relationship or not?. all of us are being raised with a different ways of life. Some believe that in this world we need to be good in order to achieve success and some believe in playing dirty is the only way to achieve success, I mean the 'dirty' is not some sort of killing or robbing or hurting other people, but it is more to rob the soul of people and to let down other people faith.

I've met a lot of people that trying so hard to show that they are good by the way the express their self. But the point is, is it necessary? maybe for the president election it is a must, but I swear they do that in order to keep our welfare and to maintain our country stability. But at the end of battle they can't keep their position if they not keep their promises, because in the coming election they will have a big failure and loses. Same goes to our life as well as we realize it, keep saying that we are good is not the way to prove to the world that we are good, show it and implement it, then the success begin.

One example of the people that i hate the most is, the person who cant stand when people make fool about them but instead they are the same. I've met this one guy who loves to gossip and will spread it to other people. WTF!! but when the victim did the same thing to him, he hated that person so much. Hey, don't he remember who start if first? This case is one of the good angle that can be the test for us to know our self, it is either we believe the gossip or not, as for me, I will not 100% trust the person who so called "kaki mengumpat@joyah". Oh goshhhh, hate them.

My advice to those people out there, please don't believe those who like to gossip, because they are looser actually, y? because they have nothing and they always trying to let other people down. For me, they are looser who are not beauty inside and outside, and they are disable people who do not have brain and guts to be sincere. Clearly they do not have the sense of trust in their self, in a way of truth they are actually in the phase of self-destruction.

And, for those who once being a victim of this irritating type of human, do listen to this and do enjoy the lyric. haha, it gives me an aura to be a better person and trust myself whenever what people said about me.We must remember that, we are person who can change our life and nobody can deny this theory. So guys, make the decision! It yours, bear in mind that a trust is the main key to be a better person, make a right choice and avoid those worthless people that have no dignity.

ladies and gentlemen
joe mcelderry,the climb

p/s - 'kaki mengumpat @ joyah' = unpaid paparazzi!! ha ha ha

fashion, what say u?

2010-01-15T01:39:00.007+08:00

Lloyd Daniels, Xfactor 2009 top 5

He got the style and I'm kind of like it. His style is not too much, but he hit the notes with his fashion sense. You know what, around me, I can see a lot of people that struggling to be so fashionista and sometimes they look stupid for me. Because they are kind of struggling to be at the center of attention and fame. But, i don't care as long as they are happy with their life. What can i say is 'less is more'.

xoxo
ayien

A new day and A new life

2010-01-14T07:24:00.003+08:00

there has been a lot of trouble that occurred in my life lately, but I'm not going to stop and I have to wake up again and with my head held high I will find the new starting. With out any doubt I will not trying to please anybody starting from now, all by my self.

Wish me luck guys

xoxo
ayien

the blind love....

2010-01-11T00:14:00.006+08:00

People always said that love is blind.Why?why should the love be so sightless? A love is something that we can measure and we can feel the emotion and the passion we devote in it. what I'm going to write is not about a so called 'blind love' between to human, but a love between two beautiful blind teenagers. can you imagine it? Today I've learned a lot from this couple. I met them at KL central, not exactly KL central. It was at the pedestrian lane between the KL monorail and the KL central.. ha ha ha. At first i thought they were just and ordinary couple who sat on the bench and have a sweet talk, but when both of them stand up and hold their hand together while the other hand was for their eyes 'the stick', yes, both of them were disable person, they were blind. All the way from KL monorail to KL central, I looked at them without blinking my eyes, seriously, it was because they were so passionate about each other, even though they cannot see their surrounding, they walked together without hit other peoples on the pedestrian lane. They were so alert with sound and I can see they smile and have a nice chat.

I wish that they end-up as a happily married couple and have a cute children(because that guy is handsome and the girl is pretty).. I wish that i will also end-up just like them, find the true soul mate that will accept me for what i am, and ready to assist me when I'm in trouble.

I want a baby.. aren't they cute?

2010-01-03T03:39:00.007+08:00

Lately, the parental feeling in my self keep going to outburst especially when i'm looking at those man with their baby. huh they r so cute together! I repeat they r so cute and i believe many girls out there would turn on when they look at a guy who knows how to hold a baby, the simple world is "Daddy Quality". Owh, i don't want to get married yet, just this is what I feel towards baby, they are like the most luxurious accessories that a human can have. Sorry to the babies out there ..hahaha..

owh, the more i met a man with babies the more badly i want a baby. If I have baby,I can cuddle them every night, and I can give my love to the right person who deserve it. Having a baby will teach us on how to be a better person and to do the best in our life because as the parent of course we need to be prepared about the future of our baby. As a daddy, I want my son and daughter grow up as a good and charming person ( in my dream he he he)

xoxo
ayien

lately when i'm doing my shopping routine, i've met with a lot of single daddy.. what i mean is, they are all alone with their baby and wifeless.. i wonder where r the mummy...

a must have magazine..

2010-01-02T23:43:00.003+08:00

GLAM,tinie

by reading we conquer the world ..

this magazine is a benchmark for other fashion magazine in Malaysia

the story and the art of photography are so amazing

a present ..

2010-01-01T19:35:00.003+08:00

yay i bought this book for me.. hehehehe, can't wait to read it

.
this a present for myself on this new year..
i hope that everything gonna be ok
and the uncertainty will be answered!!

xoxo
ayien

Happy New Year ... 2010

2010-01-01T00:12:00.001+08:00

may GOD bless us
and we can have a fine,fun and fabulous day

xoxo
ayien

unraveling mind and soul

2009-12-30T23:54:00.006+08:00

the state of my mind is really tumultuous, like Palestine being bombed by Israel. I don't know what I'm going to say, if last week I keep played the song 'empire state of mind' by Alicia Keys and Jay-Z but now the mood suit with the song 'already gone' by Kelly Clarkson. This is the worst part I ever feel in my life. When I see the light, it was blown away just like that. Maybe, every person who want to success in their life need to have a little bit obstacle in their life.

Dear GOD, please help me...

smile and eat :)

2009-12-26T14:44:00.004+08:00

the only thing that makes me happy :P

*still waiting for the sun to shine on me

what should we know about love?

2009-12-24T00:16:00.006+08:00

love is the substance needed by air to maintain unpolluted by the harm chemicals. it is a law of love, when a human are in love even a so 'macho' man can become a so 'manja' guy in a twist! that is the power of love, it can reveals the truth about human. either we believe or not as a human, everybody need a love. at least a bit of love. These are 5 love that I considered to have as a human.

1.Love of a life

The love of a life is the love that we want to have eternally. what i mean is the love that can bring us to the hereafter.Love God as we never been loved by somebody, appreciate HIM because whenever we have a problem HE will never failed to assist us in the journey of finding the truth and help us walking in the right path. I remember when I was lying on bed thinking about my STPM result, nothing can comfort me as HE does. The faith and the prayer i devoted to HIM paid, and HE answered me! This is the love of life, HE will be with you whenever you need..

2.Love is a part of us

Everybody need a love. It just a part of human being, what it means if we as a human do not have a love in our life? When we are in love, we tend to do anything to the love ones. Our world is like so fantastic with him/her besides us. Trust me, this is real. You will loves everything about your couple.. am i right? but loves is not only between boy and girl, love is between us, in the air between the land and sky. we should care about everybody around us. By appreciating people and spread our love it can heal any pain in this world. trust me, when we are in hurt or in pain, a big tight hug can help to reduce it..

3.love is not a test and drive

Love is about to own and to comfort, love is not an object that we can use like a tool to repair a vehicle. because love is to own, we need to realize that when we said we love someone, we are ready to give him/her our soul and share every problem that we have. that is the love, a feeling that never failed to give a hope.

4.love is a gift

when we are in love, it will not give any guarantee that the person we love will love us back! this is so damn right! never ever hold a grudge against the person that we love, because at last it will hurt us back. If we loves someone we are suppose to be happy when he/she find his/her true love. Everybody in this world have their own love story, if he/she is not meant to be with us, there are other person who is 100 times better for us out there. Just wait for the right time!

lastly

5. love is when we love our self

i hope u understand this, nobody will love us as much we love our self, sounds narcissistic. But this is the truth, we should never hurt our self if we want to be healthy and live longer. a happy and cheerful person will live longer than those who are in pain and sorrow!

xoxo
i have a love
someday!!
ayien

soup.. anybody??

2009-12-21T22:11:00.006+08:00

a bowl of healthy food.. tomato,celery,carrot,onion and chicken meat..

you are what you eat. I'm sure everybody know and understand this quote, it give us a clue to start watch on what we eat. Consuming a lot of carbohydrate and oily stuff can make your life miserable. I want to share my story with bloggers in the world, being fat for me is not that easy as what people think. They said that fat people is cute and they are bubbly and can heat up the situation because they are the funny person. I don't think so, when I was in school i started to eat a lot after my PMR, the result is really sucks where I got only 7a out of 8a that i aimed. I was so shame to meet teachers and friends because most of them achieved a good result, and for me? there was nothing i can do, i was so stress due to the situation that i gone through. The thing that can makes me happy was food, i ate a lot! Gosh.. after 4 years and when I was about to enter my university period I started to realize that i cannot stay fat and big forever, I need to change in order to achieve what i dream in my life.

Yeah, my ambition is to become a successful host and journalist in Malaysia, what a big dream huh? This is pain but I must share with all readers, the important thing when you go for an audition to be a host or anchor, you need to have a good body. what i mean is, you need to be slim and slender. This is a fact that we need to accept, no offence at all. I wrote this because I had gone through the reality. it was about 4 month ago when I gave a try on one audition that want to find an host and journalist. A lot of people went there, they were all hoping that they will made it through. I met a few people and they became my friends on the journey of the audition process. the guy who sit beside me was a bubbly, full of smile and i'm so happy to have a chat with him. then his turn to be audition has come and I wish him gud luck. Gosh, he was in the audition room for just less than 5 minutes, and all i heard was he sang a song and not presented his skill at all. What happened? I asked him what happen in the room? all he said was,' you are lucky because you have a good body and i'm sure you will look good in camera'. i'm shocked for a while. but it was true, i was treated well and they ask me to show them my ability, it was great moment and i went through the final stage of the audition but i was not selected due to my situation that i'm still a student and cannot give a full commitment to the program. it was ok for me, at least i got the experience.

Things that i learned from the audition is that not everybody can accept you if you are fat person(no offense, I love to make friends with anybody) but when it come to the reality it hurts.. they just want handsome and beauty person to be the faces of TV station. So maybe after this I can go through a plastic surgery and turn my face into Mario Lopez face? hahahaha.. So, guys take a good food for your own sake. The world changes and there are a lot we need to change too, peoples nowadays are so obsess with fashion. even men went to a facial, and they are metrosexual not homosexual.. I bet girls out there would be happy if their boyfriend is hunkier as Henry Golding or Ashton Kutcher.. watchaaaaa!!! so you are what you eat.. eat healthy and live healthy!!

i wrote this because before this I was 85 kg and now i'm 67kg.. haha, and i want to reach 62 kg.. that is my aim!! go go go..

battlefield..

2009-12-20T18:23:00.009+08:00

tumultuous.. the word that can only describe my emotion right now.. Everything is not great and I need a place to heal my emotion. if teenagers out there choose to hang out with their friends in this gloomy Sunday.. I choose to sit in front of my laptop and listen to few songs that I downloaded.. and i have a new favorite song.. yay, it from Nick Jonas>appreciate.. the song recorded when he was only 11 years old(if i'm not mistaken, that's why he sounded like a little girl)... btw, I miss those days which I sitting in class, do my assignment and presentation, being busy is healthy for me.. and now in this semester break i'm trying to learn something that valuable and important for me.. today, i leaned on the wall and read the english novel,it help me to improve my english language... I was borned in the family that not using english as the daily language, so i should find my own way to be good right, and thanks God coz give me the spirit.. hehe, suddenly i remember that i used to have a diploma in french language way back in year 2004.. being a student of boarding school here in malaysia required me to learn third language.. when i was in my first year at school i choose to learn french.. bonjour monsieur et mademoiselle!! it is a great language.. owh, how stupid i am not to retain the knowledge in my mind... I remember when I was in my form 4, my friend and me would practicing all day long and we keep holding the french book and dictionary in order for us to pass in the reading test, oral test, listening test and also writing test.. and at that time i can speak in french!! not that good but moderate.. remembering those old memories makes me realized that i need to take this opportunity to learn it again, at least this can give me an advantage when i'm hunting for a job.. right??

xoxo
ayien

things.. in my room..

2009-12-20T14:36:00.021+08:00

the mastermind!

the achievements

drugs

boyfriend and girlfriend

these are mine
what about you?

the choice that we have, just do or dont..

2009-12-19T22:56:00.005+08:00

Sometimes when I think about my past, I feel so great about it and it make me smile all the way in my life. So, what do you have in your past that can make you proud and smile about it? Thinking that a lot of changes that we had done in our life is a kind of motivation that can be one of the charm that can lead us to have a limit,restriction and boundary. When we reach the limitation this charm can pull us back and put us on the right track that we should live on.

In life, God rewarded us with the power to choose and the power to say no. We should know when we should move on or to back off. The story of Susan Boyle, a women who has the guts to be on stage and sing in front of the world creepiest judge, Simon Cowell, get the eyes of the world. When she about to introduce her self, everybody in the hall starting to laugh as if she is the clown of the day. But when she sang everybody was mesmerized with her energetic voices, I bet she sing the song 'i dream the dream' as good as the original singer, Elaine Paige. Staring on that moment she became the world attention. She even appeared in world leading fashion magazine, Harper's Bazaar. Great! She just take one step further to become from an unemployed lady into a world star. Superstar doesn't make she an arrogant person, she still work as a volunteer in the elderly house, the different is, now she can give big, because she have the money!

Kim kardashian also boost the entertainment industry with her bootylicious body. From an ordinary socialite girl she became world attention when her sex tape revealed to the whole world (please dont follow this, things might not go right on you ha ha ha). Staring that, she appeared in her own reality show that lead her to become the one of the famous person in the entertainment industry.She just take the chances and there she is.. the Hot and Fabulous Kim Kardashian.

The choice that we have is in front of us and sometimes we not realize how we take things for granted.

So? what is your next step and what is your choice..? Make sure it is worth for your life.

xoxo
ayien

a lot like love ...

2009-12-18T22:11:00.009+08:00

the joy and the laugh we share, shed all the sadness for a little time..
as time goes by i hope we can move forward and be a better person..

cost to have a joy
wendy's = rm21.00
karaoke =rm26.00

hahaha

i'm still lost and confused about what going on with my self...

2009-12-16T09:46:00.004+08:00

i'm lost and i'm confuse on what happened to my life lately, the unstable emotion that rattled in my self kills me and it hurts me a lot. A lot of things seems to be so wrong and out of place, even there was a great moment for me, it comes like wind and i feel it no more. yeah maybe I'm happy with myself because InsyaAllah I will be one of the student that will get the Vice Chancellor Award during my graduation next year, yeah it is because of my hard work of studying and doing my assignment all the way through this 2 and a half years of study. Nothing else can make me happy at the end of every semester knowing that I achieve 3.5 and above as it qualify me to be one of the dean's list student. and i never miss it..(owh btw this is not important to get a job, it just a satisfaction for me.. for those who read my entry, what needed in a quest to find a job is your confidence and the ability that you have,,, bear it in your mind!)

and every thing that we do we need a little treat for us right? and the option to do oversea internship is the best ever opportunity i've ever had in my life. Yeah u maybe bored read my entry because this is third time i mention that i got the offer from the television station in New Jersey..but the visa process thing is just motherf****r... owh I'm confused about my visa because it seems to be a lot of problem.. at first everything was really bright, the offer letter the confirmation letter.. everything just so perfect and what next is just me flying there.. but now, the visa thing really hang me up in the middle of nowhere and this make me look like a fugitive.. I don't even have a place in local industry because I did not applied.. what to do?? Please ...

the emotion about love? ouch, it hurts me a lot at first knowing that I'm in love with someone that totally wrong for me... just because it against the normal life circle, fight it and I'm so over it now. (owh liar).... pray to GOD and it will prevent me from doing the wrong thing... the only thing I can do right now is hoping and smiling all the way, hide all of the frustration deep in my heart..

xoxo
this is more complicated than gossip girl

the best part is but it stop when..

2009-12-10T23:31:00.003+08:00

the best part of today was.. when I got my result for my 5th semester.. hehe, dean's List again... I hope I'll get the ANC award during my graduation...

but it stop when

knowing that the process to get the US visa is very complicated....

what can I do

Just fight fight fight

lets fight for the VISA... hahahaha

I really hope I will go to New Jersey..

Guys, pray for me... I hope there will be no problem, or else I'll stuck here in Malaysia and doing my internship here... plus if i go to new jersey... U guys will get extra Oxygen hahahaha...

if my life is just for a rent..

2009-12-09T02:40:00.005+08:00

if my life is just for a rent
it will be easy as i'll knee to anybody
and i'll serve everybody
pleased everybody

but
my life is not for a rent
my life is for me
my life is short
and i should belong to me
i don't want to get hurt

if my life is for rent
i would give to someone that i trust
someone that i have faith in
and someone that i like

"abaikan bibirku yg seksi itu"
haha
:P

catch of the day and the orkeds ..

2009-12-06T23:10:00.005+08:00

dis 09 : stephanie chai

today i went to SACC mall to buy my official magazine,GLAM.. and i got it,.. guess what?? there was also an Orchids Carnival held over there, and these are the pictures of the fabulous orchirds..

and this is my favorite orchid.. beautiful!!

sepuluh hari dan rindu itu.. AND ha ha, HELLO new jersey,USA!!

2009-12-01T17:18:00.005+08:00

apa yang berlaku dalam hidup memang ada ironi dan hanya tuhan tahu yang terbaik tentang masa hadapan kita.. apa yang boleh kita lakukan adalah berserah dan bertawakal, tapi boleh ke kalau nak duduk merenung nasib je? i mean, kite kene move foward, tinggalkan apa yang kita tak mampu capai and terus pandang kehadapan.. jangan menangis dan menangis( but menangis sebenarnya boleh redakan tension and rindu itu)... ha ha, tetap!!

apa yang sebenarnya manusia perlukan dalam hidup? duit? kasih sayang? atau cinta? tak payah lah semua tu, sekarang ni apa yang perlu adalah pergi jauh owh... nak bwak duit jugak.. duit penting kot ha ha ha.. perkara yang paling best berlaku dalam hidup adalah setelah banyak yang kita tak dapat dalam hidup ni, perkara paling best adalah ketentuan tuhan yang mahu membawa kita jauh dari segala kesengsaraan yang selama ini ada kat dalam hati even kita ketawa and senyum...

thanks GOD because give me this opportunity.. NEW JERSEY is the best place for me to heal the pain and to learn more, the important is I wish I can get something big, really big there.. and I wish i could get a job there.. BOLEH KE? hahaha, kalau dapat terus je dok sana.. owh lupa nak cakap kat korang ayien dapat internship under EBRU TV, sommerset,New Jersey... sebelum ni ayien ade cakap yang ayien dapat intern kat TURKEY tapi sebenarnya, company tv tu owned by Turkey but the operation and the location is in New Jersey.. so It is my luck lah kan?? Thanks to Allah.. dan kini ayien percaya.. tak salah menangis, dan tak salah mengharap.. kerana tuhan pasti disisi...

sepuluh hari dan rindu itu

pertama,pergi jauh ,jauh sangat
sampai penat kaki penat
melangkah sehingga berdarah
tapi tak sakit

kedua,tertidur dirumput hijau
segar dan wangi,semulajadi..
menjadi hamparan hati
yang segar merindu

ketiga, tersedar dibawah bintang beribu
berkelip diangkasa
menyulam cahaya dalam gelap
umpama kasih tanpa sayang

keempat,bulan menjauh
berlindung dibalik awan
sekadar melihat bintang dari jauh
awan jahat!!

kelima,muncul matahari
terang, panas dan jingga
sejingga impian dan harapan
seorang insan kerdil

keenam, mata itu melihat sahaja
sekadar menghela nafas yang tersekat
umpama sayang sibuah kepayang
racun dalam diam

ketujuh, kembang bunga menghias taman
sewangi setanggi menghias syurga
seghairah ombak meghempas pantai
seakrab aur dengan tebing

hari kelapan, merpati melayang berita
seindah istana sulaiman
hati gembira dan berbunga
kaki menginjak bumi tuhan

sembilan,owh bulan
bintang berserakan di langit
lihat selagi mampu
kerana sudah dipenghujung

hari kesepuluh, dan rindu itu
berkembang tanpa halangan
...

lastly

'HELLO NEW JERSEY!!'

finalist for ANUGERAH JUARA LAGU 24

2009-11-20T23:30:00.008+08:00

1.Hujan – aku skandal

2. Alya – tak mungkin kerna sayang

3. Estranged – aurora

4. Akim – bengang

5. Black – aku rindu sayang kamu

6. Yuna – dan sebenarnya

7. Tomok – rindu terhenti

8. Stacy – pakai buang

9. Aizat – kau aku

10. Aizat – pergi

11. Bunkface – situasi

12. Faizal tahir – bencinta (sang by Sheila oiam)

13. Misha omar – cinta adam dan hawa

14. Hafiz – masih jelas

yang jelas kat sini, semua lagu2 yang masuk bertanding bukan lagu favorite ayien.. he he, ntah la kan, agak2nya industri musik tanah air kita ni dah semakin layu... lagu yang best pon bagi ayien... bunkface"situasi" and akim"bengang"..... tu je la kot... so lagu mane yang korang rasa boleh menang AJL tahun ni.... walaupun ayien tak minat lagu ni tapi ayien rasa.. Yuna"dan sebenarnya" boleh menang kot.. lagu tu sempoi and catchy.. tapi sorry la. not my type... he he he..

so?what say you?

Nicole is the new America's Next Top Model ..

2009-11-20T14:51:00.004+08:00

with her mentor, Tyra Banks

name : nicole fox
age : 18
hometown : louiseville, colorado
height : 5'7"

Nicole has won the ANTM 13 after defeated Laura Kirkpatrick. Winning this competition makes people recognized her as the new petite model in the modeling industry.. she won the us$100'000 contract with Coverl girl, 6 pages spread in Seventeen magazine and a spot in Wilhelmina model agency.. owh, its hugeeeee!!!

banyak nye bende nak tules!!

2009-11-19T14:17:00.007+08:00

tengah dengar : love story
artist : taylor swift

setelah lama tak menulis kat blog ni rasa macam nak meletop dada.. hahahah (over kan!!) diam tak diam ayien dah nak abes degree, macam cepat masa berlalu 2 tahun setengah sekejap jer... rasa macam baru semalam jadi budak part 1 yang ala2 nerd and nak kenal dunia meskom.. dan jakun dengan barang2 dalam studio hahaha.. and now dah abes sem 5, sem depan internship... 4 bulan... pergh ni yang masih pening stay kat shah alam and tak balik kampong lagi semata2 nak tunggu briefing about d internsip kat oversea... dah abes exam lama dah 9hb nov!! ok lama kot!!! tapi hari2 kat shah alam ni penoh ngan aktiviti ngan kawan2 yang memang best... yang paling tak boleh lupe main softball,, hahahaham tak pernah dalam idup main mende ni.. tapi takpe kita blajar dari orang2 yang pro pasal mende2 ni Ipin and Syed.. (okay my tangan sakit lepas main!!)

ok sakit tangan!! hahaha(kredit kat syed sebab ajar saya)

banyak mende yang dibuat pas abes exam... antaranya tengok wayang pisau cukur sampai 2 kali.. ok kalau rafidah or bernard chauly bace bolehla amek saya berlakon kalu ade sekuel pisau cukur hahaha.. suke intan ngan bella.. very comel and ade class hahahaha, dah tgk 2012(amat tak best dan ntah ape2 ntah + tak logic langsung + erkkkk menang tak best la)... lepas tu lepak2 kat umah din and borak2 and keluar2 kat kedai mamak+nasi lemak cinta sayang sampai pukul 5 pagi and lepas subuh baru tidur... ayien jarang wat camni kot.. selalunya kul 1 pagi dah sleeping beauty hahahahaha.. memang dah sweet dream dah.. tapi yg best nye sambil lepak sambil anyam ketupat and cicah rendang kah kah kah... kelakar!! banyak cerita2 yang selama ni tak tahu dah terbongkar, ala michelle melodi kejar2 cari gossip2 murah(tapi korang suke kan???)... huhuhuhu

ni lah kami suke buat pas exam!! makan2 n lepak ramai2

owh lepas exam ni jugak ramai yang noya2 pasal love status hahahaha kontoversi sekejap.. maybe dah nak abes blaja ni ramai yang nak confess kalu ade simpan hati kat sape2.. tapi non ado takde sape2 pon confess... eh silap2 ade lah.. my kawan acip... comel sangat confess kat ecah kan.. (me pon terkejot jugak ok + happy for both of u).. tapi ape2 pon all the best my friend.. we know each other and u know who i'm IN to... simpan bebaek taw( din pon same!!)..

hope pasni boleh lepak2 camni lagi
and yang paling penting
time kasih kat syed sbb lepak umah aku skang ni and teman aku
kalau tak mati bosan....

ok ni sambungan puisi "kupu-kupu"

kupu kupu sudah penat

kupu kupu letih menguak sayap
besi patah akhirnya
sebab karat tanpa digilap

begitu juga kupu kupu
letih mencinta tanpa dicintai
bodoh dan memang bodoh
kupu kupu jatuh akhirnya

setelah hilang baru sedar
segalanya hanya permainan
yang dimainkan boneka hitam
tak suci dan tak kotor

kupu kupu terbang kembali
menuju ke sebuah destinasi abadi
jauh dari racun
jauh dari dia

biar ghaibku satu misteri
tiada ku cari sembarang pembayang
penat dan letih dan penat dan letih
bisik si kupu kupu

*otak stabil..
hati meraung..
susah
payah

ok skarang otak dah stabil
sedih tapi takla sedih sangat
bende2 ni susah nak explain
sebab complicated
rasa nak jerit je kat muke die
boleh?
........................................
next stop
turkey here i come!!

Sad.. Jen only make into the top three for cycle 13...

2009-11-13T12:00:00.009+08:00

best picture of the week.. nicole

2nd, Laura

3rd, Jennifer An

4th, Erin

my fave girl on the show, only make it into the top three... ha ha, well done Jen.. sobs sobs.. I think her picture is better than Laura's picture... who will be the next ANTM?Laura or Nicole.. just wait and see, it is unpredictable....

by the way, Gud Luck Nicole... I think she will be the next ANTM..
to" je who? ".. there go your girl.. he he

the world where I can be my self ... THEM

2009-11-12T11:51:00.007+08:00

picture speaks a thousand words.. as I love all of you... and you are the best friends I ever have in my whole life.. mmmuuuuaaaahhhhhh :P

kupu-kupu malam

2009-11-12T03:05:00.000+08:00

kupu-kupu terbang tinggi
kupu-kupu indah persona
kupu-kupu terbang lagi
demi mencari secangkir madu

kupu-kupu terbang jauh
kutub utara ke kutub selatan
mencari dan terus mencari
sebuah kisah yang tak pasti

si kupu-kupu hilang arah
ini bukan dongeng cinderella
yang dicoret sang penglipur
si tandus kasih sang pencinta

si kupu-kupu pulang keletihan
hati riang tapi sengsara
ketemu cinta di hujung dahan
yang telah lama ditinggal

namun cinta bukan untuknya
kerana salah sudah termaktub
hanya bayang jadi peneman
dalam jalan yang penuh dosa

si kupu-kupu menangis
si kupu-kupu tersenyum riang
kerana esok akan hilang
dan semalam hanya sejarah

*kupu-kupu = berwarna coklat dan gelap, tidak menarik...

xoxo

ayien..

this is Gay... am I gay?

2009-11-11T15:54:00.002+08:00

macam mana kalau tuhan uji kita dengan satu perkara..
rasa yang jarang dan bukan calang2 orang boleh terima
kebanyakannya tewas ditengah jalan
tuhan ada berkata.. DIA akan menguji seseorang itu kerana
dia tahu orang itu kuat dan mampu untuk terima dugaan itu

how about me!! fall in love with a man?
tuhan sahaja yang tahu penderitaan ini
selagi tubuh masih bernyawa
menangislah sekuatnya untuk melawan perkara ini
kerana yang baik pasti ada dihadapan

ingat! tuhan hanya menguji umatnya yang tabah dan kuat
secebis iman yang terpahat masih mekar
dan moga ianya mewangi
selagi senyuman masih boleh diukir
selagi tu aku tersenyum dihadapanNYA

i'm sick..

go Jennifer !!

2009-11-10T10:03:00.006+08:00

episode 10 : underwater scene!! beautiful...

episode 9 : botswana and polynesian...

she is still in the running to become america's next top model... just love her face... and she takes a stunning picture... Go Jen, hope you are the next top model!!

my research :)

2009-11-07T22:24:00.007+08:00

the factor of viewing hollywood films rather than malay films : a case study among teenagers in Shah Alam

dah lama dah hantar bende ni just baru nak post haha, penat kot bwat bende ni.. ha ha, pengalaman paling tak boleh lupe tgh bwat SPSS parppppp, tibe2 laptop mampos.. hell yeahm laptop tak boleh on dahhhhhh... corrupt.. sobs sobs menangis sekejap... dah la dok bersengkang mata kat kfc nak bwat bende tu, pastu rest kejap sambung plak bwat kat kedai mamak, g pinjam laptop kawan... amat gigih demi subject ini.... memang gigih.. sampai pukul 6 pagi dan siap SPSS...

oh yea, kelantan kalah, NS menang
orang kelantan bakar kerusi lagi... hayyooo
sudah2 la tu... terimalah hakikat..
kalah dan menang adat pertandingan kan??

Oh my Dior! best dan memang best....(saya masih celaru)..

2009-11-05T18:54:00.006+08:00

harini bangun je ayien dah set yang nak spend time ngan my ownself, it's mean sorang2.. tengok wayang, window shopping,bace buku kat MPH, makan2... sumenye sorang2 ha ha ha, cam gile plak rasanya tapi memang best bile jalan2 sorang sebab kita taw mana kita nak pegi and apa kita nak buat.... so, bangun je dari tido, mandi2 siap2 and teros memecut laju menuju ke Jusco Bukit Raja... then g beli ticket wayang.. Pisau Cukur@11..30am

pisau cukur memang best and kelakar....ha ha ha ha walaupon jalan cerita die ok ok je la. tak la complicated but atlest this film entertained me dengan cara yang tak cliche typical slapstik comedy.,.. it is so LV ha ha ha... then after tgk film ni g makan sorang, ha ha ha, makan roti sajer.. tak selera nak makan lorh... after that naik balik kat cinema and I decided to watch jennifer's body... at 2pm, gigih sangat.. sampai akak kat kaunter tu cakap, "eh adik dah tengok wayang tadi kan?" ha ha ha, "movie marathaon kak, menghilang kan tensen dalam pale otak"... and ok la..

crite ni seram tapi tak seram.. apeapepon badan si Megan Fox ni memang mantap. nak badan cam tu boleyh??? (in a man way la) hahahaha.. Ingatkan nak sambung crite lain plak pukul 6 tapi nak wat camne budjet tak cukup ha ha ha ha, save the money for other thing..

P/S
otak masih celaru
tapi it's getting better

the end...

2009-11-03T18:08:00.005+08:00

it's being 5 days I'm not visiting my blog and in this time period I'm finding my self that kind of lost in my own world, I hope you were there when I need you, but you will never be.. I forgive you because this is not meant to be.. we are not meant to be.. I don't have any place to scream and to cry and to talk to, I'm just too scared... and I think my blog is the best place to write all of the hardness and the clouds of tears that tragically laid in my heart. the best way to let it go is ....

walk on the street
my hands feel free
with a bunch of hope
shine through my eyes

i found a bird
with wounded wings
chirping for a help
with the weakest sound

loves bring it home
through the night till the dawn
the potion of magic
cure it all

as the dusk out
the bird get it wings back
it left me without a trace
that I can remember
...................................

xoxo
ayien

he is me :)

2009-10-30T02:53:00.010+08:00

"majlis penghargaan MASSA"

"Ada"

"Linda"

"PPW"

"amy and akma"

"the one and only"

p/s
playing with picasa

alert 5"7 and below !!

2009-10-26T23:20:00.007+08:00

to be in this cycle, each of them must be 5"7 and below... va va vroommm, tyra is on the search to find another kate moss!! Can she?
my favorite contestant is Jennifer An.. her face is strong add with the rareness, which she is the only Asian in this cycle.. owh, till episode 9 she is still running towards becoming america's next top model.. Gud Luck!!

p/s
the show is still running
watch it on youtube

FINAL EXAM :D

2009-10-26T10:39:00.002+08:00

hari ni da start final exam.. hope ok la... walaupon malas giler nak bace buku.. doa2kan saya ye.. semoga result kali ni maintain!! nak dapat a.dekan lagi :)

xoxo
ayien

the drama !!

2009-10-25T10:52:00.004+08:00

love!! season 3 is full with drama.. can't wait to watch the seventh episode...
in the fabulous lane, its all about love,status and money... but sometimes love is just the accessory... take it or leave it...

let it be.. and let it go

2009-10-23T08:24:00.002+08:00

the time has come, today is the day that i will let go everything that i had gone through for past 2 and a half years.... yeah today is the last class before semester break, and next year we will not able to see each other, u in Malaysia and I'm in Turkey, hope all the good things we have together will not tear us apart, as i really appreciate u in my life.

just forget the drama and just forget the stupidness that I've made, because it is me, a bitch that talk for my self(uhhh really?)

three WORD

i love u

xoxo

ayien

kalau sudah.....

2009-10-21T18:01:00.002+08:00

hati jatuh berkecai

bagai kaca terhempas ke batu

lidah tidak bertulang

bagai sembilu menusuk dada

sesak dan menyesakkan

jadi kalau sudah begitu

elok kita begini sahaja

.............................

*sumpah aku benci kamu

J'adore Justin Bieber..

2009-10-19T22:45:00.001+08:00

"one time"

BLUE ....

2009-10-18T15:41:00.004+08:00

feel so BLUE lately, and yes it is me in the blue skinny jeans.. struggling in my own world to be a little skinny. just want to shed 4 kg, but it is so fucking hard, gazzilion fucking hard.. i dont know where are the guts that i have a year ago that i managed to shed 20kg in 5 month... just dont know... now i can't stop eating and the assignment so so lovely coz they accompanied me day by day from dawn to dusk...

feel so blue. what about doing assignment and downloading the PORN at the same time... yeah...

TURKEY here I come...

2009-10-16T13:46:00.012+08:00

Yes, i did it.. Thanks GOD coz you give me this chance... and thanks to my dean n head of program coz choose me as the student that will go to Turkey, even it is not Australia(as what I requested during the interview about a month ago)... i hope i will do a great job there, and get an 'A' for my internship.. new air,and i want to make sure i gain a lot of experience to bring it back to Malaysia... owh my mom asked me, how about if they offer you to work in turkey.. ha ha, and me saying.. ok lah tu mama, i will working over there,,, he he he..(gedebush mama cakap takyah ngada2 dok malaysia je kan bagus)..

Only GOD know how bad i want this, yeah after a lot of frustration i had went through.. at last this is the best.. this is much better than the JPA scholarship thing.. ha ha, owh my expenses will be supported by UITM.. thanks v.much.. love ya(baru nak sayang uitm kan ha ha)..

yeah, yesterday i went to immigration office to settle the passport process.. yeah!! and this is my pasport...

poyos!! ha ha

ucup.. my roommate!! kimora lee simmons wannabe..(layan kan saje kegilaan aku ini)

p/s
this is what a dream comes true..
hope nothing happen in between..
and i want to have good job and good money

pictures speak a thousand words!!

2009-10-15T15:15:00.010+08:00

1, broadcasting excellence award

the future broadcasting industry tycoon.. ha ha ha

nadzra and me

my housemate .. from left, acip alif, ME, farid steph..

part 2, Dean's list award ceremony

the committee

the dean's list student.. ekekekeke, poyo ha ha
from left faiz fushi, ME, nazz and aida(they are my juniors)

bila dunia menari :)

2009-10-14T14:10:00.002+08:00

bila dunia menari
kita ibarat gendang
yang terus dipalu
oleh tangan kasar

p/s
saya bosan dan marah..

i'm happy, eh no no f***ing happy..

2009-10-14T07:24:00.002+08:00

as time goes by, i follow the wind, it blew me away, but not apart....
have sumthin great to share with all of my dear bloggers,
till the time comes i'll let u know..

xoxo
ayien

C.I.N.T.A

2009-10-11T23:40:00.004+08:00

tanya langit pada bintang
andai sinar kenapa menyirna
tanya cinta pada hati
kalau sayang kenapa benci
tanya aku kepada mimpi
andai indah mengapa sementara
bingkas realiti sungguh derita
bagai basah dek hujan lebat
tanya aku kepada cinta
andai kasih perlukah berbalas

jawab cinta kepadaku
'TIDAK PERLU SAYANG KERANA ENGKAU ADALAH ENGKAU'

p/s
puisi ini hak milik ayien
plagiat akan disaman jika diketahui
ha ha

make it short ...

2009-10-10T11:12:00.003+08:00

banyak sangat bende yang nak kene bwat sampai tak sempat nak update blog selama 5 hari.. kesian blog ni mesti kamu windu kat saya kan.. hah, seriously memang byk bende ...

7th Oct = Broadcasting Excellence Award Ceremony..
I won two categories, Best TV news and Best Radio news

9th Oct = Dean's List Award Ceremony
once again on the stage to receive the certificate(this is the fourth time.. aha ha)

pictures will be uploaded later
:)

5577studio.com..... entry buat kak farah..

2009-10-06T10:58:00.004+08:00

huh, for my blog reader, u must be suprised by looking at my entry.. kak Farah? who is Kak Farah... if you want to know just click here http://www.5577studio.com/... her blog is so beautiful and interesting as she emphasis about her life, her husband and her daughters..

kak farah is a loving girlfriend,wife to her husband.. and a caring mother to her young daughters, and of course she is one of my blogger friends.... (cam tak caye kan mak-mak pon rajing berbelog.. hi hi, mak mak zaman teknologi la katakan.. huhu... larikkkkkkkkkkkk!!!) Her blog is amazing, and it is all about her beautiful life.... and yeah he just went through her confinement day..( he he rajin buat baby ni... gedebush, kene pukul ngan kak farah.. adeii ha ha ampun ampun)....

so if you want to know kak farah.. just click on the link.. Okayh

p/s
sis farah
kalaw menang contest ni...
saya nak chicken pie..
wa wa wa wa...
ngada2 plak kan..
feberet tuh!!!!

i am so GAY and a hope..

2009-10-05T15:08:00.008+08:00

I am so GAY
coz
i love jonas brothers
i heart mariah carey
i read GLAM,EH!,BAZAAR
i hook-up with teenage-girl novel
i do fashion
i watch 'Gossip Girl'
i have teddy bear on my bed
my room is purple

as

GAY means Happy
I'm Happy

okay!! stop being GAY

the tragedy that happen to Indonesia gives a lot of feedback about the crisis happen between Malaysia and Indonesia.
as we know Malaysia had been called as Maling-sia(thief)
because they said that Malaysia steal their culture song(Negara ku) and batik.
even there were group of people in Jakarta wanted to kill Malaysian who stay in Jakarta.
A friend of mine was worried about that issue coz he study over there.
but
when the earthquake destroyed a part of Padang
i felt the hardness they had been through..
and Malaysia, without any doubt sent SMART n NGO team to help,
as in our Media(newspaper,radio n tv)
keep broadcast about the fund raising in order to help Indonesian.
and
I HOPE
no more conflict, because it hurts both side..

p/s
just watched 'i pronounce you chuck and larry'
hilarious yet nice movie

Siapa kita dibumi tuhan ini?

2009-10-02T16:15:00.004+08:00

bunyinya amat cliche bukan? siapa aku dan siapa engkau? hanya aku yang tahu siapa diri aku.. tidak seorang pon didalam dunia tahu siapa sebenarnya kita? mama dan abah? dieorang tahu siapa aku.. anak dieorang, tapi dieorang tahu ke ape aku buat ape aku suka? banyak rahsia yang kita, sebagai manusia simpan jauh dalam lubuk memori dan nafsu kita.. tak payah nak cakap kat orang, simpan je sendiri, nanti kita jugak yang malu....

siapa aku? rutin setiap bulan+setiap hari+setiap jam

1.Wajib mintak duit ngan mama n abah
2.Wajib beli magazine GLAM + EH!(org cakap bazir, tapi suke hati aku lah aku suke!)
3.Tiap2 hari blogging
4.Mesti ada hari moody.
5.Rutin dalam kelas, aku suke cakap, bagi pandangan n kongsi ape yg ade dalam otak, kalau betol orang lain pon dapat jugak ilmu, tapi kalau salah orang lain ramai2 gelakkan n boo (tapi ade aku kisah?sikit pon tak)
6.Mengaji Quran, sekurang kurangnya seminggu sekali.Sembahyang aku byk tinggal, tapi aku sembahyang jugak..
7.Buat assignment (aku jenis tak suke stress kan diri. relaks2 sudah, buat sikit2 sehari selai or dua helai, by the due date, keje dah siap.. tak payah stress..betol tak?
8.Memerap dalam bilik,sambil dengar lagu n berangan sambil baca magazine.. aku nampak macam bising tapi sebenarnya lagi suka bersendiri, kalau nak keluar malam2 tu memang malas sangat(macam anak dara, anak dara pon tak macam aku)
9.Tiap2 hari mesti masak(aku masak sedap okay..ha ha ha)
10.Berak n kencing(korang pon buat gak kan... ha ha ha ha ha ha ha...)

tapi sebenarnya apa yang kita mahukan dalam hidup kita? belajar+kehendak=kerjaya...
korang tahu ape korang nak jadi... macam aku aku cita2 nak jadi wartawan penyiaran, host, writer,bussinessman n banyak lagilah yang aku angankan... tapi tak tahu yang mana satu akan jadi... ntah2 nanti dapat jadi engineer+dr(berangan!!! matila aku!! ha ha)

Tuhan je tahu siapa kita disisi DIA.. siapa cinta kita, siapa kita suka, semua tuhan tahu.. walaupon bende tu terbalik.. tuhan pon tahu.. baikkan tuhan... sebab DIA, aku percaya bahawa dalam dunia ini, ada ruang untuk aku bernafas...

Jadi siapa korang?

In class.. at 8 am in the morning.. and mariah carey is going 'Precious"

2009-10-01T08:35:00.007+08:00

just wanna share with u guys... mariah carey is imperfect!! she appeared in the film 'Precious'...she got the roles after academy award winning actress, hellen mirren turn down the offer... Mariah plays as a dowdy, n0-nonsense social worker.

So, how is the film going to be? can Mariah overcome the 'glitter' failure this time? Just wait and see.
..

the teaser poster

me, love mariah..
xoxo

Catch of the day :) ....

2009-10-01T00:02:00.005+08:00

siti nurhaliza mustika hati kita

siti nurhaliza our sweetheart..

nice! isn't?

i am so in love with this issue...

i felt the earthquake!! i felt the vibration in my house this evening!!

2009-09-30T23:07:00.005+08:00

OMG, thanks to Allah I lived in Malaysia. My country is free from the earthquake. But why i concern about this issue. because, as i felt the vibration(i was happily enjoyed the movie 'gossip girl' on that time).. then i felt that my laptop and table was not stable, it moved! What happen???? i trying to be calm and talk to myself that it was my imagination only.. But when i felt it for the second time.. I know that there must be an earthquake happen in my neighborhood country, Indonesia.

And my guess was right, when i searched on the internet i found this..

JAKARTA, Indonesia – Indonesian officials say at least 75 people have been killed and thousands more trapped under flattened buildings in a powerful earthquake off Sumatra island.Vice President Jusuf Kalla announced the death toll at a news conference, hours after the 7.6-magnitude quake hit off the coast of the town of Padang on Wednesday.

it was 7.6 magnitude... I was so sad to hear about this news, I hope Indonesian will stong to face this natural disaster..

mai mai.. entry kali ni dalam bahasa melayu...

2009-09-29T18:40:00.004+08:00

buat kesekian kalinya aku tak berbahasa melayu dalam aku nye blog... rasa rindu pulaks(ha ha ha) huh hari ni rasa gembira sangat n aku tak tahu kenapa.. korang penah tak sepanjang hari tu korang senyum je manjang, tanpa sebarang sebab.. hari ini itu aku... ha ha ha, heppi semacam, padahal takde ape2 special pon, syukur kat Allah sebab bagi nikmat tu kat aku.. walaupon!! aku banyak lagi kerje yang terbengkalai n tak siap.. ha ha ha. nak tau ape?? macam2 kerja n macam2 event yang nak kene handle.. tapi yang paling aku risau pasal result untuk internship kat oversea.. hope aku dapat la kan...(sobs sobs nak sangat2) ni je la chance aku nak menapak kat negara orang.. menurut interviewer yg interview aku.. maybe la(kalau dapat) dorang nak campak aku kat australia or new zealand..(wahhh nakkkkk!!!) tapi tu baru time interview... result yg betol2 belom tau lagikan....

benda ni aku paling risau pasal kalu assignment n kerja2 lain tu, no hal.. aku boleh siap kan... betol tak???

korang doa2kan lah agr aku dapat ek...
orang kata kalau 40 org amin kan hajat aku ni
insyaallah termakbul impian ni... huhu

sayang korang(muahhh... gedebuk!! bush bush... adeiiii :)

Emmy Award fashion lane... Best and Worst = perempuan2 cantik

2009-09-27T23:42:00.018+08:00

the QUEEN of best dress and style(two thumbs up)

Blake Lively a.k.a Serena van derWoodsen of Gossip Girl really know how to be at the centre of attention.. she learns a lot from the character(i thought ha ha)

the cliques of the best..

Drew Barrymore

Kaley Cuoco

Chloe Sevigney in a simple yet elegant dress, the fabrics combination is a success..

Rose Byrne

Mila Kunis is so adorable in this cute tutu inspired dress..

the queen of worst dress (all thumbs and fingers down ha ha)

Hayden Panetierre should know that this dress does not fit her age + this dress looks like it was made from a low quality fabrics+those drapping on the dress is insane

the worst cliques

Again, drapping on the dress makes you look fat.Elizabeth Moss!

Leighton Meester a.k.a Blair Waldorf of Gossip Girl, poor little B, i'm sure her mother did not ask little J an opinion on this dress ha ha ha ( the flowers on the shoulder should be rid off!!)

Padma Lakhsmi of Top Chef program brings along a bunch of red mushroom as the accessories on the dress, if u want that mushroom, please make it into purple color..

Sarah silverman..Looks like she is ready for a 1988 prom night..

p/s
this is my own opinion..
if u don't like it.. just leave a comment..
ha ha

beyonce oh beyonce .....

2009-09-27T18:07:00.004+08:00

Hari Raya(eid mubarak) is over for me, now is skewl time... assignment and assignment and assignment again!!!! oh dear nothing much in this entry, just want to let my friends know that Beyonce is going to have her concert in Malaysia on 25 Oct 2009, huh.... should i go? or shouldn't i? I love listening to her songs but not a big fan of her but a big fan to the songs called halo and sweet dream and irreplaceable and single ladies and what else??? a lot huhuhhuhuhhu....

should i go???